Right now I just want to disappear into unreality and come out when something good is going to happen. I can't face this everyday shit again, knowing that the good feelings are only transitory and disappear all too soon to leave this emotional wreck behind.
There is no point to this, I'm just venting. I'm losing all my friends again, and feel alienated and disconnected from the world. Stupid dependant personality. Stupid depression. Stupid needing other people's approval for my happiness.
GAH!
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